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03

May

All night I have slept with you
next to the sea, on the island.
Wild and sweet you were between pleasure and sleep,
between fire and water.

Perhaps very late
our dreams joined
at the top or at the bottom,
up above like branches moved by a common wind,
down below like red roots that touch.

Perhaps your dream
drifted from mine
and through the dark sea
was seeking me
as before,
when you did not yet exist,
when without sighting you
I sailed by your side,
and your eyes sought
what now—
bread, wine, love, and anger—
I heap upon you
because you are the cup
that was waiting for the gifts of my life.

I have slept with you
all night long while
the dark earth spins
with the living and the dead,
and on waking suddenly
in the midst of the shadow
my arm encircled your waist.
Neither night nor sleep
could separate us.

I have slept with you
and on waking, your mouth,
come from your dream,
give me the taste of earth,
of sea water, of seaweed,
of the depths of your life,
and I received your kiss
moistened by the dawn
as if it came to me
from the sea that surrounds us.
Pablo Neruda, from “Night on the Island”, in “Love Poems”, translated by Donald D. Walsh (via mitochondria)

16

Mar

12

Mar

Fear is oppression. Valor is in those who give all.

Fear is oppression. Valor is in those who give all.

11

Mar

Guess it was meant to be. Romance is misery, so much for memories. And now I’m heading to the penitentiary, see me on tv. The next cop series. I am a danger, guess I should’ve done something about my anger. But I never learn, real things I don’t concern. I poured kerosene on everything I loved and watched it burn. I know it’s my fault, but I wasn’t happy it was over. She stole my heart…and I’m going back again…

09

Mar

Where are you now? As I’m swimming through this stereo I’m writing you a symphony of sound! This mix could burn a hole in anyone, but it was you I was thinking of.

21

Feb

02

Feb

I know it’s the only time. But believing is the hardest thing to do when you’re not here with me.

01

Feb

How can two people express such deep devotion to one another and yet never be together…never talk…never touch. How can they not yearn for the others voice? It just doesn’t make sense…

31

Jan

Why is it that every time I get turned on I think of you? I picture you? I feel you…yet, the only person I cannot have in this world is you…

23

Jan

I told you I was hurt
Bleeding on the inside
I told you I was lost
In the middle of my life

There’s times I stayed alive for you
There’s times I would’ve died for you
There’s times it didn’t matter at all

Will you help me find the right way up
Or let me take the wrong way down
Will you straighten me out
Or make me take the long way around
I took the low road in
I’ll take the high road out
I’ll do whatever it takes
To be the mistake you can’t live without

Standing in the dark
I can see your shadow
You’re the only light
That’s breaking through the window

There’s times I stayed alive for you
There’s times I would’ve died for you
There’s times it didn’t matter at all

Will you help me find the right way up
Or let me take the wrong way down
Will you straighten me out
Or make me take the long way around
I took the low road in
I’ll take the high road out
I’ll do whatever it takes
To be the mistake you can’t live without

We’ll I’m not gonna give it away
Not gonna let it go, just to wake up someday gone! Gone!
The worst part is looking back
And knowing that I was wrong

Help me find the right way up
Or let me take the wrong way down
Will you straighten me out
Or make me take the long way around
I took the low road in
I’ll take the high road out
I’ll do whatever it takes
To be the mistake you can’t live without

I’ll do whatever it takes
To be the mistake you can’t live without

21

Jan

What is it about me that scares people off? I have some allure that attracts people for a couple weeks at most, and then they see something, feel something, that sends them running. I don’t understand what it is, what I have that is so unattractive. I can’t even keep the attention of the ones that refuse to leave my life. Forever alone…

19

Jan

There was a time when my best was good enough